It is so much fun when the characters on her cartoons are coincidentally doing the same activities we are. That happened today. I am not sure if she realizes it but I make a big fuss about it, ha, ha! Thunderhorse here to the right is supposed to be my Indian name according to a quiz sent to me by a friend. I would love to go horseback riding. I have looked up rafting the Chattahoochi, who to call for the raft and drop off locations. If we ever do that then I want to look up a place to go horseback riding. I am finally starting to live and it has a lot to do with my daughter being here and I want her to have a really fun lfe from beginning to end. I wish I had started long ago but better late than never ever. Right?

I cannot blog too long. The day is absolutely flying. It is too hot to play outside so we need to stay occupied in here. Franny's Feet is on and is one of my favs. My butterfly is looking at her feet talking about her shoes. She loooooves her shoes.

I had a bad day yesterday. I realized last night that on my bad days I failed to have coffee that morning. Could that be the cause of the bad mood? It seems like every other day or two my day just sucks and I feel bad about the people around me having to hear anything stupid I have to say. Sometimes I even get angry that it really does not ruin anyone else's day but my own. How do they do it? How do they just see me acting like an a-hole and still go on so calmy? I want that skill. I need that skill. I try not to act out in front of the little one but I know she knows. My Mom always said I was a good actress but I am not that good. I have some time to get better. She is not two yet and I read that from two on is where she picks up and remembers everything. I made sure to have a big cup-o-joe today and so far so good on the mood. Something I noticed on days I am in a good mood is my significant other has gone to work. He does not work very often but when he does I get a load of stuff done, like today, even before munchkin got up it was ON! I may analyze too much. I think it comes from needing an answer for everything. I looked up some answers today about my mood swings and a schedule is necessary. If one does not have a schedule their life may be chaotic. Another thing to work on. Sigh.

My fortune cookie from last night reads, "Seek out the significance of your problem at this time. Try to understand." The significance? Does this mean my problem may not be all that important? Does anyone really take fortunes from cookies to heart? I used to use the lucky numbers on the back. We tried the shrimp in lobster sauce. It was great! Forget Chinese food nothing, no, nothing compares to SUSHI!!!!! Sushi is the best food in the Universe! I gotta go! Little Miss Everything Needs Me, Giggles.